Sometimes it Sucks to be Perceptive
There are times when I like being right. Then there are the times I wish I wasn't always right. Ok, that was a joke - kidding - ok? But seriously - why do I have to be right about the wrong things? Alright, not the wrong things but... just goddamned intuition, I have it for things that I really don't want to have it for. And it's such a solid feeling, almost always, that creeps into my gut. I can try and turn from it, but there's little use in that. I know what I know.
Still, confirmation is not so bad, what I feel I know turning into what I know in fact. It's better. Like an algebra problem vs. a geometry problem. I always preferred geometry, concrete and consisting of concrete forms, at least to me it felt that way. Facts are good. Clean and processable. Is that a word? But give me cold truths anyday over the warm mist of obfuscation. I can deal with the gray stuff as long as the intent to be clear is infusing it.
I might not like knowing what I know, but I wouldn't trade the knowing for anything.
Still, confirmation is not so bad, what I feel I know turning into what I know in fact. It's better. Like an algebra problem vs. a geometry problem. I always preferred geometry, concrete and consisting of concrete forms, at least to me it felt that way. Facts are good. Clean and processable. Is that a word? But give me cold truths anyday over the warm mist of obfuscation. I can deal with the gray stuff as long as the intent to be clear is infusing it.
I might not like knowing what I know, but I wouldn't trade the knowing for anything.

2 Comments:
CRYPTIC... whats really happening? as long as you know that you know then its all good...haha..
Yeah, I know. Not really trying to be... but there's only so much I feel comfortable saying here - I get personal sometimes, but a lotta times it's just gotta stay, well, cryptic!
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