I See a Darkness

Apologies to the few nice people who bother to visit this blog for having had only photos and nothing new to read for some days. I've been in the grip of some pretty difficult emotions recently and have retreated deep into my little seashell home to heal. Really I've just been trying to maintain for the last 2 days, and with having to work, that's been tricky. I had a lot of alone time last night at work, so I got some crying done. Tomorrow morning I have a job interview, same agency, different job. If I get through tonight and tomorrow morning I'm golden. Still have to work after the interview, at another site, but then I have Wednesday off, so if I really need to, I can crash and burn tomorrow night. What I mean by crash and burn is maybe drink a bottle of wine while I go through all the crap in my basement til 2:00 a.m. or something, and cry if necessary. Or better yet, get the studio set up. That wouldn't be a crash. It would be a definite burn. Interpret that however you want.

Even though I generally understand the world and people in it better than the world or people in it generally understand me (and if you think that's a cocky thing to say, I don't mind, because I'm telling the truth), I still love them both. The world. The people in it. Really.